{"product_id":"what-im-not-leshawndra-johnson-9798995650102","title":"What I'm Not: A Porter Brothers Novel","description":"\u003cp\u003eTrevor Porter has always done the right thing.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHusband at nineteen. Father before he was ready. Provider, protector, and now a rising film director with everything he worked for finally within reach. But when his marriage shatters under betrayal, Trevor is forced to confront a truth he's been avoiding: doing the right thing cost him himself.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNow, he's left to rebuild... not just his life, but his definition of love.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAniyah Henderson has already done the hard part.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAfter losing the one person who made the world feel safe, she's created a life rooted in peace, purpose, and distance from anything that could break her again.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eUntil Trevor walks back into her life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNow her student's father. Once the boy she knew in grade school. The one who challenged her then and still does now.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhat begins as a reconnection grows into something neither of them expected. A steady, undeniable pull. A friendship built on trust, vulnerability, and the quiet understanding of what it means to start over.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut healing isn't linear.\u003cbr\u003eAnd love, the real kind, requires more than just showing up. It requires\u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003e becoming.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eWhat I'm Not\u003c\/i\u003e is a deeply emotional story about letting go of who you had to be, choosing who you want to become, and finding a love that meets you there\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Leshawndra Johnson,Dh Renfroe\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798995650102\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Renfroe Creative LLC\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 05\/25\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 334\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.99lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.75d","brand":"Leshawndra Johnson","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48801591591167,"sku":"9798995650102","price":20.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/what-im-not-leshawndra-johnson-9798995650102","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}