{"product_id":"who-am-i-michael-stepakoff-9798189427084","title":"Who Am I?: A Rabbi's Journey Into the Invisible World of Enoch, the Watchers, and the Lost Books","description":"\u003cb\u003eSome questions wait until the house is quiet.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cp\u003eYou have prayed. You have served. You have believed, and meant it.\u003cbr\u003eAnd still, in the stillness, something in you asks a question you were never taught to answer: \u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003eWho am I?\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFor Rabbi Gary Goldman, that question arrived after fourteen years in the pulpit and it did not leave. So he stepped away for a year of silence. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eThe sermons and certainties fell away, and what remained led him somewhere he never expected: \u003cbr\u003einto the invisible world pressing in all around us, and into ancient books the religious establishment would rather you never opened.\u003cp\u003ePart memoir, part awakening, this is a true-to-life spiritual journey for anyone who senses there is more to God than they have been shown.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn this expanded second edition, you will walk with him as he uncovers: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eThe man who never died: \u003c\/b\u003e How Enoch walked with God so closely that his very identity dissolved into the divine.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eT\u003cb\u003ehe Bible they did not want you to read: \u003c\/b\u003eInside Ethiopia's hidden canonof eighty-eight books.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eThe Watchers and the unseen war: \u003c\/b\u003e What the Book of Enoch reveals about angels, giants, andfallen powers just beyond our sight.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eFresh manna from ancient wells: \u003c\/b\u003eWhat the lost and forbidden books teach aboutwalking with God today.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eThe iPath: \u003c\/b\u003eThe ancient interior way of knowing God, hidden in plain sight beneath the noise ofmodern religion.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe did not come home with a new system, or a louder certainty. He came home with a way of seeing and\u003cbr\u003ewith the quiet discovery that the question itself had been the doorway all along. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eIt was never a sign that his faith was failing. It was the beginning of it becoming his own.\u003cp\u003eRooted in Messianic Jewish wisdom and told with disarming honesty and humor, this is the story of the moment religion gives way to reality and the living Presence waiting on the other side. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eYou do not have to leave your life, your congregation, or your tradition to begin. You only have to be honest about the question.\u003cp\u003eIf the question has already found you, this book is simply company for the road. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cb\u003eTurn the first page whenever you are ready!\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Michael Stepakoff\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798189427084\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 08\/25\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 530\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.54lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 1.18d","brand":"Michael Stepakoff","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":49174561259775,"sku":"9798189427084","price":18.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/who-am-i-michael-stepakoff-9798189427084","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}