{"product_id":"you-can-have-it-all-e-c-sainz-9798218920548","title":"You Can Have It All Back","description":"\u003cp\u003e\"You Can Have It All Back\" is a raw, experimental poem by E.C Sainz that provides profound themes of trauma, sacrifice, and the Reclamation of self. Dedicated to the author's ancestors and grandmother, the work serves as a vulnerable \"healing journey\" through past pain and eventual liberation. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe poem is characterized by a repetitive, rhythmic structure that emphasizes a total surrender of past shame and external control.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eUltimately, the work is a declaration of victory through nonexistence. By accepting and returning the \"garbage\" and \"unholy\" labels given to them, the speaker claims a \"sacred divinity\" that is beyond the reach of those who sought to destroy them.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e E. C. Sainz\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798218920548\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e E.C Sainz\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 02\/21\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 214\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.32lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.27h x 5.83w x 0.49d","brand":"E. C. Sainz","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48440764170495,"sku":"9798218920548","price":16.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_b34b3d8b-c0cb-43b4-b2c6-68a7d8a4051c.jpg?v=1777184649","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/you-can-have-it-all-e-c-sainz-9798218920548","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}