A Sparkles Production: make regrets if thats what it takes to insure you know the answer (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9780692247501)

All my life I have been through many good and bad experiences. All equally combined as being beautiful privileges, resulting to my simply perfectly imperfect self. Its easily shown as these character traits I have bleed though showing the world my sense of existence. Too many flaws show that I trust no one and deny my true feelings. Which of course I don't have any thoughts as being bad. No one is flawless. I will admit I love to truly by giving my heart too freely to others too fast. Easily finding myself open to get hurt. They've made me who i am today. I'll admit I forgive too quickly. At the same time i'm left with memories that later on i find myself laughing to often at. good or bad I easily find myself to always forgive and forget grudges. Reason being that I give everyone the benefit of the doubt and have too much consideration towards every one. of course everyone makes mistakes especially I do. Rather someone has left a good or bad mark in my life, I never assume that the next person is going to be the same way. Basically I live life open minded. Always considering the worst and the best. A rough child hood some could say play a huge factor in who I am today. moving often and mother in and out of prison growing up. Also becoming an early mother myself, I gave birth to my son Carson at age 18. I partied more than I should and was raised in a bar. at the same time I also had good influences as well; a good loving mother and father who tried giving me nothing but the best. Also I was granted to having many different points of views by surrounding myself by many different types of families. respecting others was a must in order to continue my welcome. enjoying the small things. friends were easy to come by, making me a people person. Everybody has a different story, it's up to each person to make sure they don't let anyone else hold the pen while writing it. my friends and family have influenced me making my life a beautiful privilege. I am who I am today and have strong beliefs creating me into becoming this strange unique libertarian that I am today. the rest is still unwritten only for someone to later on read, while smiling remembering everything she ever said. mainly because if the presence of my being has forced a smile upon your face then my goal in life has been achieved. Resulting as an accomplishment, showing that i have successfully came at peace. I'm just a child trying to figure it all out one day and one obstacle at a time.