Amikor esik a "vörös hó" When the "red snow" falls: My fight with anxiety in Budapest (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798894158693)

The title is related to the Hungarian proverb "Majd ha piros hó esik! [ˈmɑjd hɑ piroʃ hoː ɛʃik] (When red snow falls!, When red snow will fall!) which is used for things that will never happen or are impossible to happen. The English equivalent is "When pigs fly!".

This book tells a few stories of Sidaq's travels through Hungary and is his attempt to come out to the world as Sidaq, express his opinions, and get to know him better. Reading these stories will transport you through his profound thoughts and feelings, prompting you to think on your path and, ideally, strive to be more aware of your words, actions, and reactions to those around you.

Part I is about explaining the problem, and Part II is about finding a solution.