Between Breath & Release (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798218844028)

Between Breath & Release: A Love Story in 24 Forms

Can love carry instructions beyond death?

Between Breath & Release-the fifth volume in The Cartography of Voice cycle-answers this through three souls in purgatory: Thomas and Grace, partners who died in a diner fire, and Ezra, who died at 24 after learning he was adopted, now standing outside their door as witness.

THE CONVERGENCE

Ezra dies saving a boy from traffic. He arrives in a liminal building and watches the couple next door through thin walls. He absorbs their patterns-Thomas's restraint, Grace's panic every Sunday at 12:24 a.m., their rebuilt partnership.

What Ezra doesn't know:

• Grace gave him away at eighteen
• He's here to witness their love so their souls can reorganize
• He will become the baby they lost at sixteen weeks

Three identities collapse into one: the adopted son (chosen, never known), the miscarried child (grieved, never held), and the witness (learning love before birth). All converge into Ezra. Finally born. Finally home.

THE STRUCTURE IS THE STORY

Form becomes narrative. Structure becomes meaning.

24 poems across 12 forms, each appearing twice:

• LIGHT = Building love (restraint, ritual, partnership)
• DARK = Trauma surfacing (violence, grief, dissolution)

Forms as emotional containers:

• SONNETS: Containment after chaos
• VILLANELLES: Trauma loops
• EPIC: Love as tragedy
• CONCRETE POEM: Bodies scattering and reforming

THE ENCODED TRAUMA

The architecture carries grief:

• 24 poems = Ezra's age at death
• 12 forms = The driver's sentence
• 12:24 a.m. = The miscarriage hour (12 forms × 24 poems)
• Poem 16 = "Counting the Dead" (16 weeks gestation)

THIS IS ABOUT:

• The adopted son watching his birth mother love someone else-witness as preparation
• The miscarried child becoming the vessel for return
• Love leaving instructions across death
• Choosing your parents after they gave you away
• What survives when everything burns

CONTENT ADVISORY

For adults. Contains adoption grief, miscarriage, death, trauma responses, brief sexual content, strong language.

This is not trauma bait. Traumatic events happened before the story begins. You'll read aftermath: scars, triggered responses, slow trust. This is about witness, recovery, and what love builds from damage.

Author: Rick Maderis
ISBN-13: 9798218844028
Publisher: Deep Cuts Records
Language: English
Published: 10/21/2025
Pages: 66
Format: Paperback
Weight: 0.29lbs
Size: 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.18d