Blood On The Lampshade: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9781507833704)

ABOUT THE AUTHOR I am the "bad" one. The black sheep of the family who watches quietly from the shadows with my PTSD comfort animal, untrusting of others. I wish to be left alone yet for some reason I had a desire to let this story be told. It is a release of sorts, as if letting go of those things in the past so I can move on when it is my time to go. Like crossing off the last thing on a bucket list. Like cleansing myself of negativity as if I were dropping a stone into a pond and letting the years of abuse fade which is symbolized by the imaginary rock dropping into the water. Like my grandfather asking me if there was anything that I wanted to know before he died. Or like waiting to say goodbye before crossing over the rainbow bridge. My brother however, does not want to hear of this book, or to see it. He questions the reasons for its very existence as if it were stirring up muddy waters in an otherwise calm sea. As a much older person now, I do not fail to recognize the warning signs of his PTSD being triggered by the very idea of the publication of this book. He does not want to be reminded of the things depicted within these pages. It hurt my heart to write this book. Anger fades in time along with the ghosts of the past and although the years of abuse have left their scars... We never became killers of people like the man who shot our mother in the back of the head carelessly ending her life and splattering her blood on the lampshade. https: //www.gofundme.com/64iipcw Blood On The lampshade was written by Steven School. spiritual guides and how they communicate, where do souls go after death, soul and spirit after death #TheRainbowBridge Updates to Blood On The lampshade. Most of the leaves have fallen from the tree. "Honey" has died. Also Steven School and Bellen Der Hund have become homeless in the street.