Diary of A Mad Woman (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9780692364437)

I am currently 32 years of age. I grew up in Tampa where I was raised to be stupid and taught that I would never make anything of myself. Through my childhood and teen years I was bullied at school, home, and work. In my Childhood and Adult life, I was severely mentally and emotionally abused which lead to years of unhappiness, cuttings and self mutilations, and several suicide attempts..my last being in 2010. I am going on 4 years of being Cut free, and Suicide is not an option for me any longer. At 28-29, I went through an Awakening: or what the Bible calls The Quickening. I thought I had found my purpose in life: But here is the thing about God's will be done... The moment the spark of insanity hits, you cannot ask the student to provide you with a clear understanding of what is going on for even the student does not understand, so in the middle of Fighting for my Children in a DCF Custody battle I lost them: They deemed me mentally unstable, and I set out to do the impossible... To Prove them wrong. Diary of A Mad Woman is A Journey that I will never forget...In the middle of my DCF battle, Diary of A Mad Woman wasn't even thought of...during my fight for my Children I was reevaluated by a Physiotherapist and Psychiatrist as having A mood disorder however not Bipolar because I knew how to deal with my emotions better than I once had and there was nothing wrong with me except I was smart as Hell... So I was given the Idea to Journal my life events, and to write them down... Then a friend of mine, Matt Yates, suggested that I write a book, and from that moment Diary of a Mad Woman took form. I had the vision of what I wanted for my life, and where I felt God wanted me... But I tell you dear Readers: Lean not on your own understanding but in all things ask for the understanding of the Higher power... I am a completely changed person in Christ, fully understanding God's will for my life...And in the year to Follow I hope to have the Journey Home completed for all my Fans, Readers, Friends, and Family. For the Journey Home is the prayers I spoke for my Husband and Twin Flame, who I have now Found, and the adventures and battles that we will face together as one... But the most Ironic part about the Journey Home is God led me Right back to the same place, and Home is where my Journey with God first begun in Canton, Ohio with my love Justin Longwell.