every clock is a handgun pointed at my head: songs of autistic innocence . . . and experience (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798296997302)

An actually autistic poet in his 70s writes about surviving this world that wasn't built for us.

every clock is a handgun pointed at my head collects poetry and art with no inspirational spin, no pity... no hidden meanings. Just honest stories about trauma, family, masking, time, and the constant pressure to "change."

Heavily illustrated. Comic-style art. Vibrant color. Quality materials that honor the permanence of our voices.

For autistic and neurodivergent people, their families, allies, and anyone ready to see the world as we actually experience it.

Content Note: Trauma, loss, strong language, adult realities. Ages 16+.

Not for fixing. Not for inspiring. For being seen.