Holy Enough Until I Wasn't: A Faith Deconstruction Journey (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798244252262)

What happens when devotion becomes suffocation?

Faith formed inside a high-control Pentecostal system, the author learned early that holiness meant conformity, silence, and fear. But when trauma, control, and spiritual harm began to eclipse love, she was forced to ask dangerous questions: Is this really what Jesus looks like? And what happens when obedience costs your soul?

Blending memoir, theology, and trauma-informed insight, this book invites readers into the process of leaving high-control religion without leaving God. It is a story about reclaiming faith, rebuilding identity, and discovering that healing begins not with pressure but with permission.