Impulse, Urges and Fantasies: Life Is A Bag Of Mixed Emotions (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9782893635507)

This Book is based on the True Story of music industry hip hop liaison, the original Bee-Stinger from the Universal Zulu Nation from the Bronx, New York. In the book, Jr becomes a victim of innocence at a very young age who just wanted to be down with the in-crowd and becomes a victim of innocence with a mix of emotions that damaged him in ways no one would ever understand. (This true story touches on hip-hop culture's biggest kept secret and how it damaged one of its victim's) With some fictional of the book to spice it up like events with past girlfriends, their relationships, ages, a fake pregnancy to spice things up, a shooting that never took place this book is half-truth and have fiction. Uh later in life growing up continues to get hurt by the people that he loved and trusted and it becomes unbearable between his relationships, to keeping his most inner secrets to himself that he falls into a deep depression and then the unthinkable happens next...... In the Book, he talks about being on tour with the pop-rap group Snap ( I Got The Power), the hip-hop group ShowBiz & A.G. and more. For me to have been able to write this book it felt better to shelter behind the real person's name that in my opinion molested me and robbed me of my childhood, I wrote his name in the book so many times then took it out still because of fear & shame. I made up a name for him in the book, I still get this big hate even when I say this fake name in the book, the only way to truly get over what happen to me I must address not the fake name for this person but the real person, I just want to know why did he do those things to me, so today this book is my testimony; This is the book that has rocked the Hip Hop world the true untold story of Ronald "Bee-Stinger" Savage biggest kept secret. This true secret has changed Hip Hop forever. Hip Hop Culture History Has Been Rewritten by Ronald Savage.