Knockout: What I Saw When My Heart Stopped A Memoir of Addiction, Trauma, and the Fight to Recover (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798276992259)

If you struggle with addiction, trauma, or the long road of recovery, this book gives you something most memoirs don't: a front-row seat to survival, resilience, and the real work of rebuilding when everything collapses at once.

At twenty-two, Matt E. Lucky fell in front of a moving metro train during a blackout and woke up paralyzed, his spine shattered, his lungs punctured, and his heart stopped for nearly five minutes.
What followed wasn't only a medical battle-it was a psychological and spiritual one.

Readers will walk away with:
- a raw, unfiltered understanding of blackout addiction-how it takes over, how it hides, and how it destroys
- a deeper awareness of trauma's impact on the mind-including the surreal, terrifying death-dreams experienced while clinically dead
- rare insight into life after a spinal cord injury-paralysis, surgery, fear, and the fight to regain every small function
- a real look inside rehabilitation centers-where people with catastrophic injuries still find ways to laugh, cope, and move forward
- the importance of family and human connection-how loved ones can become lifelines in the darkest moments
- a hopeful path for anyone battling addiction-with an honest reminder that recovery is possible, even after multiple setbacks

More than a memoir, Knockout becomes a mirror for every reader who has felt out of control, powerless, or broken. The story shows what survival really looks like-not as an inspirational cliché, but as a daily choice made through pain, fear, and determination.

If you want a book that will stay with you, challenge you, and remind you what the human spirit can endure, Knockout offers exactly that.

Because even when everything breaks, you can still rise.