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What if your faith feels too weak?
Have you ever prayed while secretly wondering if God was listening?
Have you believed in Him, yet struggled with doubt?
Have you asked why He allowed your family to suffer, your plans to fail, your finances to collapse, or your prayers to remain unanswered?
Maybe you love God, but your faith doesn't feel as strong as you think it should.
Maybe you're searching for God but aren't even sure what you believe.
Or maybe you've been a Christian for years and still find yourself whispering the same honest prayer:
"I do believe; help my unbelief." - Mark 9:24
Lord, My Faith Is Far From Perfect is not a story about a man who figured everything out.
It is a story about learning to trust a perfect Savior with an imperfect faith.
Through deeply personal stories of family, career and financial hardship, love and relationships, friendship, ministry, suffering, doubt, prayer, and spiritual growth, M.A. Usita shares what he has learned while walking with God through seasons he could not always understand.
He writes about surrendering his family to God when circumstances seemed unbearable. About discovering that career success can quietly become an idol. About relationships, mistakes, and learning to love without losing sight of Christ. About serving in ministry while feeling unworthy. About financial hardship and unanswered questions. About losing someone he loved and discovering that grief and faith can exist together.
And through it all, one lesson keeps returning:
God does not require a perfect faith before we come to Him.
This book is for the Christian who feels weak.
For the person who is tired of pretending to have everything together.
For the believer who has prayed and waited and wondered, "Lord, where are You?"
For the seeker who has questions about Christianity but is afraid that doubt disqualifies them from seeking God.
And for anyone who wants to know whether it is possible to follow Jesus honestly-even when faith feels fragile.
You will find no claim that suffering is always easy, that every prayer will be answered the way we want, or that Christians never struggle with doubt.
Instead, you will find an invitation to surrender, seek, trust, repent, keep walking, and look to Christ.
Because sometimes faith is not saying, "I understand everything."
Sometimes faith is simply saying,
"Lord, I surrender."
"Lord, help me trust You."
"Lord, I do believe; help my unbelief."
And perhaps that is where grace begins to become real.
Your faith may be far from perfect.
But He is perfect.
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