Not Even God Loves Me: A True Story of Abandonment, Addiction, and Redemption. (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798184783987)

Not Even God Loves Me is the unforgettable true story of a boy who grew up believing that even God had turned His back on him.

Abandoned by his father, rejected by his mother, beaten in reform school, abused in foster care, and left to survive on the streets of San Antonio, Michael Thompson learned early that the world could be cruel. Every unanswered prayer seemed to confirm the lie that echoed through his childhood:

"Not even God loves me."

That belief shaped his life.

It led him into anger, violence, addiction, crime, prison, and years of searching for meaning in all the wrong places. Yet beneath the brokenness was a relentless desire to be seen, to be loved, and to discover whether God had truly abandoned him, or whether he had believed a lie all along.

With raw honesty and remarkable vulnerability, Michael recounts the unimaginable hardships of his childhood and the long, painful journey toward redemption. This is not simply a story about surviving abuse. It is a testimony of God's relentless grace, proving that no life is beyond His reach and no heart is too broken for Him to restore.

Not Even God Loves Me is a powerful memoir for anyone who has wrestled with rejection, shame, addiction, or the feeling that they are beyond hope.

If you've ever wondered whether God sees you, hears you, or could possibly love someone like you, this book offers a life-changing answer.

Because even when we believe we've been abandoned...

God is still pursuing us.