Recurring Karmic: a pattern I didn't see (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798248556595)

Recurring Karmic follows Evalin as she comes of age inside a series of relationships that feel magnetic, confusing, and familiar in ways she can't yet explain. At sixteen, her first experience with love teaches her how easily concern can turn into obligation, how attention can disguise control, and how empathy can be used as a leash. She learns early to confuse intensity with connection.

Years later, Evalin believes she's older, freer, and more aware. But when a relationship with her manager blurs professional boundaries, she finds herself pulled into the same cycle under a different name. What begins as flirtation turns into secrecy, manipulation, and emotional pressure. The power imbalance is subtle but constant, and by the time she recognizes it, she's already learned how to doubt herself.

As the relationship unravels, truth surfaces. Lies collapse. Addiction, betrayal, and control leave wreckage behind. Evalin is forced to confront not just the men who hurt her, but the parts of herself that stayed, justified, and hoped.

When old patterns resurface through a familiar face, Evalin finally begins to see the thread connecting every choice she's made. The story ends not with perfect healing, but with awakening. A reckoning. And the first real break in a cycle that has followed her for years.

Recurring Karmic is a raw exploration of manipulation, power, and self-betrayal. It asks what happens when the same lesson keeps returning until it's finally learned.