Sam: A Mundane Love Affair Between Two Men (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9781948687003)

Growing up in a small town in northern Minnesota, J. N. Habiger had every opportunity to live the expected life set out before him. He worked 12-hour factory shifts, laid roofing in the mid-west summer heat, and went home to a wife he married at 20. But he was restless. His wife was an equal in her ambition and resentment for their expected life. Together they fled Minnesota and found themselves in Seattle - a place they both came to greatly love until the natural consequences of a human life pulled them apart. J. became disillusioned by the city and once again began looking for reprieve. This time he found himself returning to the rural life. This time he was alone. J. found himself in a cabin on the Kitsap Peninsula splitting wood and feeding a wood stove, gardening, and limbing trees. Isolated, he again grew unsettled. The quiet creeped in. During his three years in the cabin, J. came to shed the inner rejection he had acquired from small-town America and finally came out as a gay man. Learning to live his truth fully, with a greater sense of self, he confidently moved back to the city. But Seattle was indifferent to his existential progress. With bars on his single window, J. lived in a rent-controlled apartment behind a fast food joint where he befriended disabled veterans, strippers, addicts, and survivors of abuse. Many of them struggling with mental illness. It was here where J. began writing Sam. Seven years later, J. returned to Minnesota where his story began. He currently lives a better, revised version of his original story with his partner, Jeffery. Both live in Minneapolis. Sam is J.'s first published work.