Second Half (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798235792258)

He's England's golden boy. No one knows what - or who - he's hiding.

Marcus Ainsley has everything: the captain's armband, the sponsors, the whole country's hope on his shoulders. What he doesn't have is the one trophy that would complete him - lost in a World Championship semi-final decided by a single, devastating moment he still doesn't fully understand.

Then he loses everything else. Weeks after that final, his childhood sweetheart is killed in an accident that leaves Marcus alive, unbroken on the outside, and hollowed out underneath a smile the whole country still needs him to wear.

Julian Cole has spent years building two versions of himself - the finance-bro on the trading floor, the shredded fitness influencer online - because it's easier than being the man who once loved someone for nine years and lost him too soon. He doesn't do this. He doesn't want another great love. Wanting one feels like tempting fate.

Then a foundation gala, born out of Marcus's grief, puts them in the same room - and Julian is the first person who doesn't perform sympathy at him. He just sees him.

One man believes silence is what keeps the people he loves safe.
One man believes love this big is a debt the universe always collects.

Two griefs. One secret Marcus still can't say out loud, even to himself. And a season that will decide whether either of them is brave enough to be held.

For everyone who couldn't put Heated Rivalry down - and for everyone Extra Time wrecked and rebuilt: Second Half is the Offsiders book that finally asks what happens after the trophy, after the headlines, when a man has to learn how to want something for himself.