Sophie: Love on the first step (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798247417361)

"Some people look for their place at the top. I found mine - on the bottom, right beneath the feet of the women that I love."

Hi! I'm Sophie!: ) Mid-twenties, and for way too long I was convinced I'm somehow "wired wrong." Lesbian. ADHD. Depression. My brain rarely ever shuts up, and there are days when simply getting out of bed feels like a boss fight.

And then there's this one craving that doesn't fit into any "good girl" box: I don't just want to be loved - I want to surrender. I want to be a living footrest. Not as a joke, not as a phase, but as the one place where my mental carousel finally goes quiet.

One night, five girls - and everything flips upside down.

Up until now, my best friend Cassy was the only one who'd playfully leaned into what I need - mostly to her advantage, sure, but it still felt like a fair deal to me. But now she's moving away for college, and suddenly I'm standing there alone... along with the fear of being "too much."

In one last, shameless rescue mission, Cassy drags me - the walking embodiment of social incompetence - into a club and introduces me to a group of girls. What starts as a nervous little flirt turns into a journey that breaks every taboo. In my story, there's no room for shame. It's about filthy vans, the smell of worn socks, and that intoxicating moment when the weight of the world gets replaced by the weight of a woman on my body. A story where kinks aren't taboos - they're a beautiful character trait.

Polyamory, gaming, and radical honesty

But surrender is only one side of the coin. With Alina and Lea, two people enter my life who don't want to fix me - they want to understand me exactly as I am. Together we dare the impossible: we found an indie game studio and navigate the complex waters of a polyamorous triad.

It's a life lived between sleepless coding nights, emotional freefalls, and the realization that love doesn't get divided - it only multiplies.

"Sophie" is a story for people who don't want to hide their kinks anymore - and for women who are finally ready to follow their deepest, most secret desires.

Author: Sophie Kühn
ISBN-13: 9798247417361
Publisher: Independently Published
Language: English
Published: 02/14/2026
Pages: 216
Format: Paperback
Weight: 0.65lbs
Size: 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.49d