The Book of Intuitive Satanism: The Base Philosophy (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9781545599693)

To go on a little about myself, I grew up in a Southern Baptist home in Indiana, and then later moving to different states seeing many other sects and religions of the right-hand persuasion, and walks of life. I eventually found that I was tired of feeling guilty and morally obligated. Guilty of doing natural and human things, and morally obligated to fix them. I found myself feeling guilty for learning about non-holy information, such as evolution. I had a way of thinking that others castrated me for. In right hand religions, deep thought is never a good thing in staying on the holy path. I also soon realized that this "Holy Path" was no more than a white line, to keep you controllable. Circular thinking and being closed minded are needed to stay faithful. I found that to preserve faith, I had to deny observation, and this left me unhappy and with no answers. When I denounced my faith, I was angry, and had no real awareness of myself or my surroundings. I found my center of peace, my sexuality, my integrity, and my freedom when I found Satanism. I found after applying myself to my own rules under the guidelines of this liberating religion that I was stronger and smarter than I would've let myself believe years prior.