The Shadow of Death: From My Battles in Fallujah to the Battle for My Soul (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9781737176329)

When I returned home from my latest deployment in the U.S. Army, my life began to fall apart. My nightmares and flashbacks kept getting worse, and I reached the point where I was afraid of sleep. I decided the best days of my life were behind me and decided I was going to take my own life. One night, after heavy drinking, I placed my 1911 pistol in my mouth and said a prayer in my mind. "God, if you're there, save me," but there was no response. I heard a metallic "click" when I deactivated the safety and began to slowly squeeze the trigger. Then I heard a BANG! I dropped the pistol and I looked around me, but there was no blood. The bang I heard was the Bible on my desk falling and hitting the floor. I fell to my knees and asked God for forgiveness. I surrendered to Jesus Christ and asked him to help me. He answered.

Author: Fernando Arroyo
ISBN-10: 1737176327
ISBN-13: 9781737176329
Publisher: Fidelis Publishing
Language: English
Published: 08/03/2022
Pages: 272
Format: Paperback
Weight: 0.74lbs
Size: 8.97h x 6.06w x 0.48d