To Build, Not To Kill (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798385024452)

The book tells the story of how the Lord allowed a spiritual attack in the life of the author to reveal the deception of the enemy and then uses the attack to rebuild the author's relationship with Himself. In the book, the author uses primarily Scripture and secondarily life experiences and dreams to overcome feelings of abandonment, fear, and questions of Theodicy. This process led to a deeper revelation of God, His grace and mercy, and a stronger relationship with Him. The book shares how her childhood disciplinary model affected her understanding of the discipline of the Lord, warns of how inappropriate grief can adversely affect ministry, and reminds us of God's desire for us to walk in love.