We Should Not Have Come Here (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798991666794)

The host of paranormal reality show Phantom Files, Ash built their massive following on fake hauntings, possessions, and passing off special effects as honest-to-god spirit activity. When the team arrives at Crenshaw Castle to shoot the first episode of their new season, the dilapidated former reform school turns out to be more than they bargained for. The team's exploration of the grounds leads to the discovery of horrific documentation detailing medical and psychological experiments performed on the institution's wards.

The action begins to unfold violently as the crew clamors for a way out, only to find they've been sealed inside. Over the course of one harrowing investigation turned survival mission, Ash reckons with his own queer rage as he sees himself mirrored in the institution's wards. Coming face to face with things he never thought possible-deadly spirits, an end to his own skepticism, and an ex-boyfriend he'd thought to be long-dead-Ash must overcome the past in order to ensure he has a future.