What In "Hell" Does God Want: Seeking The Answer In Darkness (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9781962381796)

Who made the unwritten rule that we need to ignore our mental health and suffer in silence? In a secret evaluation of self, do you experience anxiety, manipulation, fear of being judged, hurting others with lack of empathy, crying and hating yourself, satisfied with blaming others while justifying your bad behaviors, even when you are in the wrong? Do you ever wonder where these traits come from and why you're comfortable enough with them that you make excuses not to seek help? Well, you are not alone.
This is not a cultural thing or a family curse. It may be a series of events that you've experienced that are internalized as trauma. It created fear and a need for validation. It also created a false narrative for self-preservation by any means necessary.
This is NOT another stereotypical cultural tale but a human story of self-struggles and self-inflicted pain. Sometimes, the "hell" we live in isn't the trauma we experience but our minds, where masked pain and unhealed wounds manifest.
Set against the gritty backdrop of Philadelphia, "What in Hell Does God Want?" delves into the lives of Sasha, Tasha, and Sade-a fractured unit grappling with the weight of unspeakable traumas. The sisters find themselves ensnared in a web of pain, despair, and betrayal.
As the family grapples with the aftermath of death and physical abuse, Sasha and Tasha seek refuge, desperately trying to fill the void left by their shattered lives. Unaware that they are lost and adrift, the sisters embark on a harrowing journey, finding a false sense of safety and happiness after seeking solace in all the wrong places.
As more tragedy consumes them, they struggle to make sense of their lives. They must confront their inner demons and embrace the transformative power of faith and forgiveness. Will they ever discover what God wants in the darkest part of their confusion and "hell" within their minds? Will they ever accept God's presence and His desire to be wanted by them? Will they seek understanding, or will it be too late?

Author: Carmon Green
ISBN-10: 196238179X
ISBN-13: 9781962381796
Publisher: Blackpapergw
Language: English
Published: 10/03/2024
Pages: 384
Format: Paperback
Weight: 1.13lbs
Size: 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.79d