Who Am I?: A Rabbi's Journey Into the Invisible World of Enoch, the Watchers, and the Lost Books (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9798189427084)

Some questions wait until the house is quiet.

You have prayed. You have served. You have believed, and meant it.
And still, in the stillness, something in you asks a question you were never taught to answer: Who am I?

For Rabbi Gary Goldman, that question arrived after fourteen years in the pulpit and it did not leave. So he stepped away for a year of silence.

The sermons and certainties fell away, and what remained led him somewhere he never expected:
into the invisible world pressing in all around us, and into ancient books the religious establishment would rather you never opened.

Part memoir, part awakening, this is a true-to-life spiritual journey for anyone who senses there is more to God than they have been shown.

In this expanded second edition, you will walk with him as he uncovers:

• The man who never died: How Enoch walked with God so closely that his very identity dissolved into the divine.
• The Bible they did not want you to read: Inside Ethiopia's hidden canonof eighty-eight books.
• The Watchers and the unseen war: What the Book of Enoch reveals about angels, giants, andfallen powers just beyond our sight.
• Fresh manna from ancient wells: What the lost and forbidden books teach aboutwalking with God today.
• The iPath: The ancient interior way of knowing God, hidden in plain sight beneath the noise ofmodern religion.

He did not come home with a new system, or a louder certainty. He came home with a way of seeing and
with the quiet discovery that the question itself had been the doorway all along.

It was never a sign that his faith was failing. It was the beginning of it becoming his own.

Rooted in Messianic Jewish wisdom and told with disarming honesty and humor, this is the story of the moment religion gives way to reality and the living Presence waiting on the other side.

You do not have to leave your life, your congregation, or your tradition to begin. You only have to be honest about the question.

If the question has already found you, this book is simply company for the road.

Turn the first page whenever you are ready!

Author: Michael Stepakoff
ISBN-13: 9798189427084
Publisher: Independently Published
Language: English
Published: 08/25/2026
Pages: 530
Format: Paperback
Weight: 1.54lbs
Size: 9.00h x 6.00w x 1.18d