Why Is Love Hard to Find? (Paperback) (ISBN-13: 9781796028041)

Name is Keivon Rene Weidman this is my first published book as an Author.I Wrote my first book and poem when I was nine years old.The book was called on my way to school on my way to school and it was about the day in life of a child in school.My poem was called I have a dream I wrote it in honor of the late great Dr, Martin Luther King Jr. the civil rights leader and activist.Most Famous I have a Dream speech. I wrote my version of his speech.It was very emotional and captivating I put my heart and soul into it.My teachers loved it because they had a spiritual and emotional connection with it.They connected with the passion of the words and I won a prize for it.Ive always had a passion and love for writing its my everything and more.Its my true gift from God and a blessing.I'm very grateful for it and appreciative of it.Its a way that I can express my emotions, soul, heart and spirit. The connection and process is so amazing because it enables me to access the other world the after life and the source of all life.when I'm writing its like a portal opens in my soul and they become one and connect with the spirit of God and I being my soul go through it and ascend to the other side of life.This source of life and love gives me spiritual illumination peace and enlightenment and eyes to see and hear the after life .The invisible spiritual being of life gives me so much peace, security, and and certainty.It takes away all my worries and concerns and in this moment of ascension I'm completely free and connected to everything while in the moment living in this invisible being where all life comes from.I can see and hear it speaking to me through the conscious of my soul.It is the father of my soul and creator of my soul.It guides me to this other Place and gives me the information that I need to deliver to the world.When I'm with God I feel totally secure and comfortable with myself and with life and everything living and all matter.Its like my mind becomes everything in universal love.God gives me the information through spiritual language through away that only my soul can comprehend that my mind cant conceive.Through a language that's not of man or even from this planet the amount of knowledge understanding, and wisdom that God gives me is incredible and a wonderful experiential transaction.Its kind of like my physical body is here present but my soul is absent from my body it feels like your spirit is gravitating and something more powerful is taking control of my spirit and physical body and this deity being God is writing for me in the religion world specifically Christianity its known as the holy ghost or the spirit of God.But I understand it as the spirit of God.It feels so good and pleasurable to the soul and spirit and it gives my soul and spirit true freedom.During this time and moment of my life is when im only free and truly free.Free from the world and all its worldly possessions and free from society.its like, your soul becomes an angel and Im just floating it feels so good.Peace is the feeling of freedom and this peace can only come from God.God gives me this peace an amazing feeling of being one with everything and being connected with everything the experience is spiritually dimensional and universally magnificent.Its becoming everything you become the all you become every cell in the atom and you exhale in the atom the atom of God.I feel like I'm a writer for God but I'm just the physical hand that makes the pen move.But God is the Author and director of my life.I'm just Moses in the bible writing for God.